i got puffy eyes and a runny nose

people make mistakes. but sometimes those mistakes cost you...big time. and sometimes hearts break.  mines broken in a thousand pieces but it's not even the worst of it.  i don't know if i'll ever come back from the mistakes i've made...not this time. i know deep in my heart i may have destroyed things beyond repair and things will never be the same. i just want to lie down and disappear from the world.  not literally of course...life is a gift and it's not just my own life on the line anymore.

The blank pages of my diary,
That I haven't touched since you left me,
The closed blinds in my home
See no light of day.
Dust gathers on my stereo
Cuz I can't bear to hear the radio
The piano sits in a shaded space
With a picture of your face.

I'm scared to face another day
Cuz the fear in me just won't go away.
In an instant, you were gone and I'm scared.

Coffee stains on your favorite book
Remind me of you so I can't take a look.
The magazines you left on the floor,
You won't need them anymore.

A towel left hangin on the wall,
No sign of wet foosteps in the hall
There's no smell of your sweet cologne.
I'm lying here alone.

I'm scared to face another day
Cuz the fear in me just won't go away.
In an instant, you were gone and now I'm scared.

I'm scared to face another day
Cuz the fear in me just won't go away.
In an instant, you were gone, now I'm scared.
In an instant you were gone and I'm scared.